Ficktion Friday: Spun

Spun

It was something in the air, or in the water. It was something in his breath, on her skin. It was something, and now she was something else, something lighter and softer and more fragile, yet more edged and defined. Her fingertips grazed her sides, she felt velvet skin, slightly furred, felt the whorls of her fingertips and each plane of muscle, and each tendon in her legs. She felt finer and stronger and magnificently… complete. Whole.

And it was cold.

It had never been cold before, she had never felt that kiss of ice in the mist, nor seen the leaves glow with that inward fire. She had seen mornings, young with light, when the sun dallied in its rising, but nothing like the seamless dark where candles flickered and star bursts danced behind her eyes. She had seen the tiny yellow leaves, crinkling into full green. She had seen the young grain, first the blade, then the ear, then the corn erupted into fertility, but never the drying stalks, never the razed stubble, never the cinders, smoking, black. Never the swooping bats nor the sweetness of decayed fruit, never the cider and the wine. All her life she had bloomed.

And then, then he had touched her. And something inside had recoiled, turned like a worm in the sun, squirmed, fecund, heavy, disturbing. The pomegranate seeds she had pressed against her lips to stop their trembling, staining them, marking herself with his gift. And in so doing, she had crossed from above to below, not forever, they said, but for now.

He was coming, now.

He would show her how to draw up a bath, and he would wait for her, should she want him.

Did she want him?

“Seph?”

She shuddered at his voice, and the cobweb gown she wore slipped down her shoulders.

It was so dark. She was cold and trembling and everything within her sparkled like ice in starlight.


So. The picture (entitled Ghosts Invade the Bathtub) that inspired this week’s Flicktioning was taken by Flickr photographers Danny & Nina, who are as cute as they wanna be, and will likely be Ficktionated by the usual suspects at Ficktion.ning.

We were taught, when we were kids, not to profane because “God is listening.” And good grief, certainly it’s true. I looked back at all of my maundering on about dragging things behind me, not using the good things in my life, not jumping out there and living, and voila — we’re going to Glasgow. Scotland. UK. In two months.

I won’t have much time to write for awhile. OR to think. Or sleep. There will be a lot of sitting and blinking frantically. There IS time to do everything that is needful. But only just.

Should really buy my ticket on Monday.

Wow.


Poetry Friday: Missing

At times, poetry details the transitory nature of the world.


Separation

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.

– W.S. Merwin

A stainless steel needle, leaving tiny perforations, linking us together with a whisper thin cord of loss. The imagery is more apt than I can express.

Absence shows up in Little Willow’s choice, “The King of Griefs”; in Eisha’s haiku farewell to Cambridge, and even in Kelly’s mood music, as she takes off with The Raggle Taggle Gypsy. For more poetry perfect for a lucky summer day, drop by the Poetry Friday Round-Up at Chicken Spaghetti.

Another Day Another… Mental Crisis

Well, just found out my S.O. got into the Ph.D. program (soon to be spelled programme) of his choice… in Glasgow, Scotland, UK. Of course, they were so excited by his off-hand application that they want him THIS FALL. In September. Which means we have just a very short amount of time to dismantle… oh, our whole lives for the last several years.

Just the other day, Robin was commenting on how she likes her deadlines nice and tight. Well, should Ms. Brande come move house for me, sell my car, pack up my things and finish my revision and chat with my agent, I’ll be happy to stay in bed, with the covers drawn up, screaming.

Of course I’m happy to be going – I’m young(ish), change is good, adventure is better, blah blah blah. Of course I’m thrilled with oilskin macs and rubber boots and ankle-deep puddles (and if I’m not, I’d best become thrilled, quickly. It has been the wettest June on record this summer, and July looks to be heading for the record books as well) and there ARE cool things to do with tartan plaid. I’m just …a tiny bit… urm, worried.

What if there aren’t any books?

No, stop laughing at me. I know perfectly well that the UK is still on earth. I mean, what if it’s all so academic I don’t have a library for me? What will I do if She Who Will Get My Book doesn’t have any good YA? What if nobody throws me a going away party or my computer breaks and can’t be saved?

I know YA must be huge in Scotland, it’s not like Our Jane of the Blessed Prose doesn’t go there half of every single year! But I don’t know from Scotland, nothing at all. And I shall stick out in my ignorance, not to mention my non-Scots-brownness, even wearing my S.O.’s rather dauntingly bright plaid.

But, it’s going to be great, right?
RIGHT!?