Thanks Anyway


Wishing You a
H A P P Y
THANKSGIVING!

“As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.” ~John Fitzgerald Kennedy

I loved reading the Thanksgiving quote at Seven Impossible Things Before Breakfast, and it got me thinking about the indefinite things for which I am thankful. Success in the writing world is not by any means certain, but I’m thankful that I get to try. I’m even thankful for every person who asks me the Seven Deadlies for Writers:

So, what do you do all day while W does XY&Z?
So, how many books have you published?
What’s your latest book about?
Where do you get your ideas?
Do you have a set time to write, like every day?
Did you know I started a novel, too?
Could you show my book to your agent?

…because every experience, even the annoying ones, are mine – and no one can take them. I am indeed grateful for my “vague indefinite riches;” and when I am pinched by prickly critiques, rejection letters and unknowingly insensitive responses from editors, I can say thanks anyway.

I love reading Liz in Ink’s week long list of thankfulness. So much of what I’m grateful for is hard to articulate easily, and I love that Liz is just doing a little every day. That’s a concept to live by right there: a little every day. The indefinite riches will seem a bit less vague that way…

Today I hope everyone indulges in the ways that fit them best. Whether in splendid isolation, or surrounded by friends or family; whether with a near-gluttonous feast or in acetic selectiveness of one favored food. I wish everyone relaxation and warmth and good books and the leisure to read them.

In Which She Espouses Dissenting Opinions

A fellow blogger once jokingly (I think?) compared my commentary to the dulcet tones of an NPR correspondent when referencing the fact that I try to disagree… nicely. Well, for all that I’m trying to still be pleasant, I think I am about to prise open a dirt-encrusted can of worms here.

I have read about the Brown Bookshelf and 28 Days Later at many, MANY blogs, and thus we have not reissued that information here. However, that’s not just because everyone else is linking to the project, and not because, overall, the project isn’t a good idea. As this is the brainchild of authors and illustrators interested in highlighting some of the ‘flying under the radar’ best in children’s literature written by African Americans, what’s not to like? I’m definitely behind that. It’s just the euphonious euphemism of the name The Brown Bookshelf that has left a little niggling feeling of discomfort.

It’s partially because I am on a quest for names. I had a discussion recently with another blogger who professed a great dislike for the word multicultural — and while I wholeheartedly took her point about the word usually being substituted for ‘a nonspecific racial or ethnic book’ and packaged as something of a requirement which people are happy to fill with any old book in order to check it off their reading list, I asked what she wanted books about peoples of the non-dominant culture living their normal lives to be called — noting that that is far too long a description to put on library shelves. We still haven’t come to a firm conclusion on that, but admit that it’s the semantics that bother us. Names are words that claim things. Maybe I’m just feeling odd about the claim on the word ‘brown.’

Admittedly, that might simply be a California sensibility. Where I’m from, “brown” people are all people of color, in our own peculiar tribe. I am brown with my Chicas and my Pinays, my Desi and my Native friends, and “it’s all good,” to use the colloquialism. I want to be clear: I am not coming out against this worthy project or the people who are involved and in support of it. (DON’T bother sending me comments on that topic, I will just delete them without giving you the courtesy of a response.) All I am saying is that to ME brown is a bigger word.

I blame Colleen. (Mainly because that’s fun, but also because) I credit her with this train of thought, since her post today really struck a chord. Brown people are a part of my tribe. They’re African Americans, though they’re only part of the circle. My tribe is not just women, certainly, or minorities even. My tribe is vast — and is represented for me by the word brown. When we talk about promoting the Brown Bookshelf, I think of books for every child who is outside of the dominant culture. We so very much need to be promoting that, to be wary of further splintering and other-ing and marginalizing, even for the best of reasons.

So, I need my tribe of brown people to be bigger than only African Americans.

Those are my two centavos. Despite the post-apocalyptic viral pandemic zombie movie title, 28 Days Later is a great way to extend the traditional five minutes of Black History Month into something a bit more meaningful. Bravo. You know we can only be all for that.



This is, officially, My Two Cents and a Writing Tip, (which, put together, won’t even get you a cup of coffee, but what are you going to do?)


“Just because it happened to you doesn’t make it interesting.”

That is one of my favorite writing quotes and apparently comes from a mid-90’s movie about a writer trying to make a book into a film. It was frequently said during my undergraduate days as my English 102 professor tried to explain to us the delicate art of the narrative essay. After I finished laughing (at myself and my ludicrous grade), I wrote the phrase down in the margin of my paper, and I’ve tried to apply it ever since.

There are some writers who inject a bit of biography into every single work. I can think of a prominent author whose novels are her own life constantly repopulated with different names, towns and outfits — and with a new cover slapped on — voilà! a new story. This author’s political and spiritual essays sell better than her novels, which tend to be the same song over and over again.

In writing groups I’ve been in, I’ve seen writers project themselves so much into their stories (and sometimes the stories of others) that their characters don’t have any choice but to act exactly as the author might have acted. That’s not really great in terms of letting the creativity flow — and it begs the question of whether or not the writer is writing fiction. It’s a hard lesson to learn, but “just because it happened to you doesn’t make it interesting.” The key to writing good fiction, I think, is to prune yourself OUT of it.

Does this seem to totally go against the “write what you know” school of thought we all were forced to accept in school? Well… admittedly it does. But I think “write what you know” is one useful as far as writing what you know emotionally. I think the best writers are great big fakes who do a lot of research and immerse themselves into these deeply complex tapestries of a life outside their own experience and then find an emotional truth and write that against the big backdrop of Other. They are then IN the story — just, not as themselves, no so easily recognizable and didactic and intrusive. To me, just writing what you know can be very, very limiting… maybe that phrase needs to be updated to “write what you imagine you’d like to know.”

I love the Albert Camus quote, “Fiction is the lie through which we tell the truth.” As long as the elemental core of truth is in the story, it doesn’t matter how unlike you or your ideal self the characters behave. Fiction isn’t really about you after all, is it?

Auction One: Sharon Vargo & Gretel Parker



Sharon Vargo and Gretel Parker‘s snowflakes go up on the auction block between today. Once again, thank-you, ladies, for your artistry and your generosity.

The 2007 Robert’s Snow Auction officially kicks off today, and you know our whole purpose in participating in this thing was to raise awareness of the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute, and to get people involved in the win-win kind of fund raising of Robert’s Snow. I’ve checked, and the bidding is wide open. As Sara said, I apologize in advance should I outbid you. It’s all for a good cause, right?

Goodbye and Keep Cold…

Goodbye, And Keep Cold


by Robert Frost

This saying good-bye on the edge of the dark

And cold to an orchard so young in the bark

Reminds me of all that can happen to harm

An orchard away at the end of the farm

All winter, cut off by a hill from the house.

I don’t want it girdled by rabbit and mouse,

I don’t want it dreamily nibbled for browse

By deer, and I don’t want it budded by grouse.

(If certain it wouldn’t be idle to call

I’d summon grouse, rabbit, and deer to the wall

And warn them away with a stick for a gun.)

I don’t want it stirred by the heat of the sun.

(We made it secure against being, I hope,

By setting it out on a northerly slope.)

No orchard’s the worse for the wintriest storm;

But one thing about it, it mustn’t get warm.

“How often already you’ve had to be told,

Keep cold, young orchard. Good-bye and keep cold.

Dread fifty above more than fifty below.”

I have to be gone for a season or so.

My business awhile is with different trees,

Less carefully nourished, less fruitful than these,

And such as is done to their wood with an axe—

Maples and birches and tamaracks.

I wish I could promise to lie in the night

And think of an orchard’s arboreal plight

When slowly (and nobody comes with a light)

Its heart sinks lower under the sod.

But something has to be left to God.


This poem reminds me strangely of our home, our community and family left behind. “Stay cold,” I want to say to them. Move slowly, enter into an ice age that has change creeping up on you instead of bolting along at its usual gallop. Now that we are digesting the idea that we have come away, maybe not to return to our place in California, I am finding that I am longing for everything to stay the same while I am away. We were too close to appreciate each other while we were together, but now that distance has driven its wedge, I keep looking behind us as we move forward… wondering if that stultifying sameness that I was unhappy with is worth keeping. Shouldn’t I be glad that everything will be new when I return? But I’m not…

That the poet acknowledges that the minute he’s out of sight of his precious orchard it will be out of mind is a hard truth – but it’s definitely true. And no matter how slowly he bids his orchard grow, it will be all awkward limbs and things he has to prune when he returns. All things must change. At least we can hope that the pruning, the splicing, the grafting and the weeding will be light.

A Reminder… All Good Things Must End

The Clock is running down…
Hard as it is to believe, the auction for Robert’s Snow begins THIS WEEK, and the efforts of those of us Blogging for a Cure are over. I’ve tried to make a point of seeing every single snowflake (thus increasing my angst that I cannot have them all); if you’ve missed ANY, take time to see them here – it’s the type of generosity that lifts your spirits, and I hope it encourages you to bid!

In just a few days, nominations for the Cybils Awards will also be over. Pretty soon we’ll be left with ticker tape and empty streets as the blogosphere parties wind down – and we’re left with the usual Thanksgiving and Hanukkah and Christmas and Kwanzaa and New Year’s and Hogmanay and Boxing Day fêtes… so act NOW and get in on the bidding and nominations today!

Poetry Friday: The Kermesse



The Dance


William Carlos Williams

In Breughel’s great picture, The Kermess,
the dancers go round, they go round and
around, the squeal and the blare and the
tweedle of bagpipes, a bugle and fiddles
tipping their bellies, (round as the thick-
sided glasses whose wash they impound)
their hips and their bellies off balance
to turn them. Kicking and rolling about
the Fair Grounds, swinging their butts, those
shanks must be sound to bear up under such
rollicking measures, prance as they dance
in Breughel’s great picture, The Kermess


William Carlos Williams reads this one aloud.

My love of this poet comes from my undergrad poetry professor, Dr. Isaac Johnson, who was at least six foot seven, thin, bespectacled, and dark. Though he looked like a ponderous professor, he sounded like Isaac Hayes; though his voice was soporific, his wit was razor sharp and quite dry. He read this poem in his sonorous voice with a irregularly measured cadence that suggested a strange but stately dance. Williams had a much higher voice, a much quicker cadence suggesting that the rollicking gallop is just on the verge of being out of control. The two stylings intersect perfectly to me as dance, just as the picture suggests.

The idea of dance appeals in a world where things have grown a bit dim as of late, and the mind is boggled and bedeviled by the ridiculous and the mundane. Lighten up and cha-cha over to ChatRabbit to see the most amazing dancing snowflake ever, made by the COMPLETELY fabulous Salley Mavor, who has truly provided me with a huge smile today. Visit the Robert’s Snow: Blogging for a Cure Blog-a-thon organizers for the entire schedule of today’s snowflakes. Then, celebrate at Big A little a for more poetic karma goodness. Happy Friday.

Whoooooooo!

HE WON! HE WON, HE WON, HE WON!!!!! And didn’t he look CUTE in his suit!?? And in answer to your question at Chasing Ray – we feel ENORMOUSLY lucky, blessed and privileged to have interviewed a National Book Award for Young People’s Literature winner — again. This is #2 for us — joining our SBBT interview with Gene Luen Yang!

We were SO crossing our fingers for this brilliant and funny and talented man — and this fabulous book, described to him by one teen as “the Catcher in the Rye for minorities.

Congratulations, Mr. Alexie,
Your fans A.F. and TadMack

The Lolita Pippi: A Bridge Too Far


We kvetched earlier this year about Paddington being commercialized and other characters being cheapened by overexposure, but this one takes the cake.

According to Der Spiegel, the Pippi Longstocking character, once the possession of Astrid Lindgren, her creator who published her first adventure in 1945, has been commercialized to the extent that her heirs are in a constant court wrangle. From costumes to CD’s to skin creams, the worst of the offenders is an Italian company which is reproducing the doll for this holiday season — with a womanly figure and see-through panties.

Ugh.

Astrid Lindgren, who died in 2002, would have been 100 today.