Musing on Race

On the up side, yesterday I got to see the back of my eyeballs. On the downside, it was a fully wasted day — once you get your eyes dilated, no more computer!!! I am cross, and struggling again with my edit… so, time to focus on something else…


I’m late with these thoughts, but I wanted to throw out some props to my man, Al.

Okay, actually? I think Al Sharpton is insufferable, a pervasive evil most garrulous, ostensibly in the name of equality and respect and civil rights. Hah. However, for once… I respect his opinion. In a keynote address at the annual National Assoc. of Black Journalists in Indianapolis August 18th, (at which the ever excellent YA and children’s poet Nikki Giovanni read this poem) Sharpton made a pointed statement about teens and race. He said, “We have got to get out of this gangster mentality, acting as if gangsterism and blackness are synonymous… I think we have allowed a whole generation of young people to feel that if they’re focused, they’re not black enough. If they speak well and act well, they’re acting white, and there’s nothing more racist than that (emphasis mine).”

WHERE was that man when I was in school? (Actually, again… he was there. Spouting something stupid, no doubt. Better question, perhaps: WHY hasn’t he said something intelligent like this before? Never mind.)

After Devas T’s most excellent commentary back in May, I took a closer look at my characters. I am committed to predominantly writing characters of color — not because I don’t know enough about the dominant culture, but because there needs to be more books about people of color just… living. Not being particularly ethnic or having racial whatevers, but just living life and having issues common to mankind, perhaps just flavored with their particular cultural status; issues and storylines and plot twists that are accessible to all readers, in the name of bridging the gaps between us maintainted out of fear and ignorance. I find that I am still uneasy about this — not because I don’t think there are readers interested in my characters, or having some connection to a life like that, rather I am still afraid that someone is going to say someday (and please God, may it not be my agent),

“She’s never going to win a Coretta Scott King Award.
She’s not black enough.”

This is, of course, ludicrous on any number of levels. First, if I don’t finish this stupid edit… well, you know the rest on that one. Second, and probably more importantly, I don’t need an award to tell me I’m doing well expressing the ‘black experience,’ whatever that is, and I’m sure the award has nothing to do with that (and apologies to anyone who has ever received it – I’m not knocking or mocking it!) But take every young adult who has been told that they’re in Ethnic Deficiency since junior high… multiply their number by the divisive, pernicious, insistent media hype that says You Must Be This Thuggish To Ride, add to it the 1 in 3 Black males incarcerated, and then you’ll have the number of young people, of both genders, who need to be re-educated that just being themselves — achieving where they can, failing and trying again where they can’t, speaking and thinking and discovering themselves — is just fine.

Anyone who was or knows young people knows what I mean here. I’m sure this is not just a “black thing.”

Porcupine Quills, more like…

Ooh, lest we forget:

It’s time for The Quills Awards! The newest in the pantheon of ruthlessly self-indulgent awards shows, it’s like the Academy Awards for books! Reed Business Information and NBC last year created an industry-qualified “consumers choice” awards program for books. “The Quills celebrates the best adult and children’s books of the year in 20 popular categories, including Book of the Year, plus an committee-selected award for best Book to Film.”

You know you want to vote in this, so hurry on over to The Quills between August 22 – September 30th to be sure Harry Potter is chosen once again as the most popular book of forever and ever in Young Adult/Teen fiction, because, since this isn’t about content but sales (“The Quills celebrate excellence in writing and publishing”), and one of the Award show’s stated goals is to “Interest more consumers in acquiring books and reading,” that’s what’s likely going to happen for many, many years. The Nominees will be announced on the 22nd, and then you can place your vote in over twenty categories!
Aren’t award shows just fab?

Fine, fine, taking my snarky self away from the keyboard.

Under Pressure…Bird by Bird or not.

(Since this is a team-blog, we mostly keep things impersonal… if you’re offended by a somewhat personal writing rant, I apologize, but I wanted to share this with you all. -t)

I hate writing; I love having written. – Dorothy Parker

Was looking for a knitting stitch (well, I wasn’t really, but was looking at a site pointed out to me) just now. I am here at my desk, it is well after five p.m., the magical hour when I release the chains that bind me to this burgundy throne, and I am STILL HERE, disgusted, but… I have to finish this last bloody chapter before the weekend when we have friends and company and then there’s the brunch next Sunday, and I don’t have time, and I have a stupid music meeting next Wednesday, and somehow I got volunteered for the book thingy tomorrow, and I’ve got to finish this chapter, dear God, the month’s almost over and I have appointments on Friday and I have to pick up my contacts and the library has a book on hold, and I have to get this to my agent before the editor loses interest…”

And then I read this knitter’s post about writing that made me laugh out loud, and sigh a lot, and know I need to share it with you. You need to read the article for yourself, but the Yarn Harlot has it so right… “Towards the end of book writing I am shaky, sad, exhausted and out of my mind. …add that I am also unreasonable, obnoxious and loud. (Very loud.)”

“…Book writing is strange and scary. You can’t tell how long you’re going to have to do it, what time you’re going to finish, if it’s going to be alright when you do finish, or if you’re going to spend 3 hours dragging 500 words out of your brain only to look at them, realize 467 of them are complete crap and hit the delete key as you sob for the 14th time because you’re going to need to find a way to carve another 3 hours out of your responsibilities … probably so that you can write more complete drivel that no-one would ever like to read, knowing the whole time that your deadline is running out while you ponder that you’ve made an enormous mistake and really should go to work in a factory, where at least you can tell if you’re getting something done and no-one tells you your punctuation is crap …”

(or that “Teen agers don’t wear acid wash,” like you’re a full-on born-again MORON…)

“… I am torn somehow between being profoundly aware of my luck, desperately grateful for the opportunity and deeply, deeply frightened.”

Hear, hear. Sometimes I think, “What on earth convinced me that this was going to be a good livelihood? Why does anyone want to read this pointless, sucky little story? Hadn’t I better get a job, just in case I actually have to SUPPORT MYSELF someday on something other than Saltines and a cardboard box!?”

I … have to constantly balance “being a writer” with being a wife and mother. It’s a matter of putting two different things first, simultaneously. – Madeleine L’Engle

You can be so quiet while people are talking to you. You can be utterly silent while you’re in on the phone, chatting, talking over the breakfast table, making conversation in the hall. That’s because you have a laptop downstairs, a computer upstairs, and sixteen pads of paper around the house where you’re writing down the plot notes that keep sticking up from your forebrain like cowlicks. You’re NOT LISTENING to any of the people around you. You’re multi-tasking to the point of cell-phone user rudeness. You’re inverted to the point of only needing someone else in the house so they can get you food.

The Yarn Harlot talks about housekeeping. Cleaning. Knowing you should, but you can’t because you’re ‘working.’ Then playing online Scrabble or checking Bloglines instead of actually working. Ranting about the mess anyway. And not doing anything about it until your ‘cup runneth over.’ And then boom — things go flying, toilets water is sloshed, generally things are broken, and there is weeping and gnashing of teeth. Ah, the good life!

As a writer, I need an enormous amount of time alone. Writing is 90 percent procrastination: reading magazines, eating cereal out of the box, watching infomercials. It’s a matter of doing everything you can to avoid writing, until it is about four in the morning and you reach the point where you have to write. Having anybody watching that or attempting to share it with me would be grisly. – Paul Rudnick

I wish I could eat cereal out of a box. I can’t even whisper to you the number of pounds that I have gained since March, doing this edit. Now I’m not eating any carbohydrates at all, I’ve sworn off them, ’til Thanksgiving, and I’m vowing to drag myself to the gym EVERY day WITHOUT fail… just as soon as I finish this bloody edit. Which means I have one more week. It’s like quitting smoking and biting your nails at the same time you decide to take driving lessons from your rageaholic stepfather. WHAT WAS I THINKING!?

It’s nervous work. The state you need to write in is the state that others are paying large sums to get rid of. – Shirley Hazzard

I am beginning to see why families and spouses figure in so prominently in dedications and acknowledgements. I know I have been whiny, clingy, snappish, snarly, and whiny all over again. I have been lachrymose, self-pitying, self-defeating and selfish. I have been absolutely sickening. And I only have one hundred pages left. Mac & Lareverie, I tell you now, you have a place on the flyleaf of whatever novel I write, and stars, oh, stars, on your crowns…

Notes From All Over

Via Buried in the Slushpile – help for those REALLY long short stories that just…won’t… quit, Miami U presents The Miami University Novella Contest. This isn’t targeted specifically toward YA literature, but my long-winded peoples (and we know I mean me), might really benefit from this.

Okay, you know you’ve probably entered far too into the YA spectrum when you write an email to Disney demanding that they Save Kim Possible, but you know what? So what? Writers are artists, and artists are allowed to be… wildly eccentric. So there. Plus, KP is a stand-up YA heroine… I neglected to mention it last week, but Chasing Ray has a most excellent piece about bookish YA heroines in the latest Bookslut that I’m sure you’ll want to read. I know I am putting all of those books new to me on my personal to-read list — Bookish Grrrls R Us!

And people, did I say it was the Summer of Food? It IS! There’s another teen cookbook – this time written by an actual teen. This 15-year-old UK teen has just hit the States, chatting with Martha Stewart and going on the Today show. Food and teens: popular. Who knew?

Yesterday I read the School Library Journal’s criticism on a mystery written by a former professor of mine, and I just cringed. I live in a dull dread of a.) actually publishing someday (which does tend to be a bit limiting since that is also my life’s goal, at this point), and b.) actually garnering reviews. I have determined that I should probably not read them, and leave that kind of drama to the doughty S.A.M. as part of his job. And then I read today’s Planet Esme which has an “Ask Esme” segment that was heartening. A fan asked Esme why she never really rips on the books she reviews but doesn’t like. I loved Esme’s response, that criticism, in this society, is overrated, and an attitude of competition has given would-be critics more power and clout than is really necessary in this world.

It takes five seconds to write a bad review, and really, the main audience of a children’s or YA book is a kid, right? So if the book didn’t speak to us? Maybe it will speak to someone else. And as writers we all know that we will indeed have the “big books” and the “little books.” Perspective: good stuff, that, and in lamentably short suppy in this snarky, post-Simon Cowell, writer-stab-writer world in which we live.

Have you seen this cartoon by Devas T? Keep pushing, people. BIC. It’s the phrase of the week.

New Muppet Moppets and the Summer of Food

I don’t follow the small-fry world as much as some — after all, I do write YA lit — but every once in awhile, I like to read what’s going on in the land of memory and early childhood. There’s actually some pretty cool stuff — and some of it has started on TV. NPR reported in May on the muppet Elmo’s father being deployed to some branch of the military. This is meant to address the half million children in this country below the age of 5 with parents in the military. Quite a few books are being written on this topic as well, and for as long as this nation has been at war, I think it’s an excellent thing… It’s hard to fathom just how much little kids don’t understand (and sometimes the adults are equally as clueless). Also, in lighter fare, Sesame Street has just introduced its first female muppet lead character. Ernie, Bert and Grover, move over.

A rather sad commentary on the new airport regulations is a small spike in airport bookstore sales. Publishers’ Weekly reports that longer stays at the airport mean more books bought, but store managers expect the numbers to drop as people become more accustomed to the airport wait times. I guess if your flight is cancelled or delayed for 12 hours as a friend’s of mine was last weekend, you’ll need all the literary help you can get. Many airlines would not allow passengers to carry iPods as carry-ons, so even books on tape or CD were out. Ouch! I’ll take a train, thanks…

The LA Times calls this not the Summer of Love, but the Summer of Food. Eric Schlosser’s teen aimed Chew on This: Everything You Didn’t Want to Know About Fast Food, is listed among the handful of newly released books seriously addressing America’s food issues. I’m a little nervous about this trend of the ‘Summer of Food,’ as I’m working on foodie fiction, and there’s a big difference in the ‘health message’ I’m prepared to tackle as a fiction topic. Sure, my character is sorta vegan, but she’s also rather fond of making good old Southern gingerbread and pecan bark.

As always at this point in an edit, I am a little skeptical of the whole process. Why am I writing yet another food story to be one among millions? Is right now simply a good time to write about food? Does my story have any merit on its own? Of course, if I don’t finish editing it, the question is totally moot anyway…

Onward! A bad day writing is… well, pretty much like a bad day anywhere else. Only better. BIC!

Know Why the Chicken Crossed the Road?

…if you do, Smartwriters.com has a contest for you!

Dial Books for Young Readers has fourteen answers which it will reveal in its new fall picture book release of the same name. Fourteen illustrators were asked the question, and their zany, odd, silly and thoughtful answers are in this new book. So what do you think about that chicken? Even if you’re not really a picture book afficinado, it’s a painless chance to answer a silly question and get involved. Three Smartwriters will be selected to receive a copy of the book AND the special chicken tote bag normally reserved for the A-List book reviewers on Dial’s private mailing list. A book and a tote bag… just for answering a question via email… A fairly good deal if you’re bored and in the middle of an edit or something. So!Consider the Chicken Conundrum!

Send your entry to Editor@smartwriters.comwith CHICKEN in the subject line no later than August 31, 2006. Winner will be announced September 5, 2006. Good luck…

A Windy Morning in August…

Oh, ho, the rumors are true. Meg Cabot, queen of The Happy Ending and Convenient Romance is now also… the queen of Clinique!?

“If you’ve purchased a copy of HOW TO BE POPULAR, you might have noticed there was a set of stickers inside (the stickers are for you to peel off and stick on your favorite scenes–such as the ones to do with kissing–or tips from the book, for easy later reference).

The stickers were actually made in conjunction with my favorite cosmetics line, Clinique. Because HOW TO BE POPULAR is about a girl who is trying desperately to be popular, and who gives herself a physical AND mental makeover to become that way, we thought partnering with a cosmetics company to promote the book would be cool.”

Cool, she says. A word with oh so many different meanings. In this case, “cool” must mean: If you’re a teen bemoaning your spotty skin, know now that Meg Cabot feels that Clinique’s 3-Step Overpriced Skincare System will help you live a better life. You’ll have fresh, flawless skin! Even, white teeth! Boyfriends! Girlfriends! High school success! And now please pardon me as I go off and live my lackluster, Clinique-free life. “Kismet,” indeed. Perhaps the movie deals and the myriad book sales just weren’t money enough.

As I’ve been participating in the ever-cool Flickr Fiction short story challenge each week, I’ve noticed that I tend to change my language in my stories. Knowing that adults are reading my YA shorts means I’m making a few more daring choices in how I phrase things… From Buried in the Slushpile comes the question of the week: how vulgar is too vulgar in YA lit? A thought-provoking question answered by an actual editor.

I complain about actually working on my Edit From Hell, but I must admit that I’m well pleased that I’m not as famous as Neil Gaiman, whose personal assistant gave him this hilarious day-in-the-life-of essay he posted on his blog. I can’t imagine being so busy that I have interviews scheduled until 2060, but it’s a nice thought… if I could just finish this one edit…

Was it only me, or did everyone else believe that the with the third novel in the series, the Traveling Pants had traveled their last, er, leg in life? But no, no, no, Forever in Blue is coming, and fans of the series have until August 20 to vote for the national book tour to come to their town. The top ten cities will be chosen; I’m sure they’ll be at a city near… you.

You! Out of the typing pool! Another adult writer has wandered over into children’s lit… apparently because we haven’t heard enough from Caroline B. Cooney lately, Mary Higgins Clark has decided that children’s fiction needs her… unique worldview. One awaits the results…wryly. Thanks to Bookshelves of Doom.

Briefly

My brain is laboring along, and it’s taken me almost all day to get one chapter written. It’s time to find out what else is going on in the writing world!

Publishers’ Weekly has just put out their Autumn 2006 celebration of children’s books. Daniel Handler’s last of the Snicket books is due out this fall, as well as quite a few others… sadly, none of mine but hope springs eternal… maybe 2008?

The big news in the UK is that Babar the elephant is turning seventy-five. Never a big fan of talking animals, this commemoration has been somewhat lost on me, but the Guardian pokes snarky at the real story of Babar, the bits that don’t get printed anymore, and other politically incorrect comic book characters of the past.

On a completely unrelated note, Wandering through NPR-land, I came across an interview of a book review by a former professor, whose books are DEFINITELY not for children, but whom I wish well in his ecstatic, slapboxing strange life…

Feels Like It's Still Monday…

Hmmm. How do YOU define multicultural literature? Because there is no single definition, according to the U of Wisconsin’s Cooperative Children’s Book Center, your answer might well be quite a bit different from mine. Most people assume that it simply means books celebrating cultural diversity through children’s literature; some people assume that the books have to have been written by persons of color for persons of color; while others feel that the content and topic of the book must be something like racial equality, getting along with people of different cultures, etc. Some people I’ve spoken with are uncomfortable with the idea of multicultural literature, feeling that books for children should be …books for children. Period. Anyway, Mitali Perkins shares statistics which point out that there is still a lot to be desired in the realm of books out there for young folks. I know for a fact that the day I tried to find multicultural literature about Latino kids, all I kept finding was Dora the Explorer — I mean, Yay for Dora, but come on… Can we not find another Latina icon in literature? Anyone?

I imagine finding literature for and about Middle Eastern children, short of a few works that are meant to help children of other nations and cultures understand what’s at stake with the hostilities in that region, must be well-nigh impossible. Other under-represented groups are Korean Americans, Cambodian Americans, and First Nation Natives, including the Australian aboriginal peoples. Mitali is a most excellent resource for multicultural literature, as is, of course, Pooja Makhijani but I found another site, currently being updated whose full focus is also on creating an annotated bibliography of multicultural children’s lit. It includes many websites for further research, and divides books by genre such as realistic fiction, nonfiction, traditional folk tales, historical fiction, biography, poetry, fantasy fiction, and also by approximate grade level. (Note -there are no reviews.)

Meanwhile, Louisiana libraries continue the work of rebuilding their stock, and are taking wise advantage of the devastation last year to bolster certain genres. Gay and Lesbian selections and a greater number of books for and featuring African American children and adults are included in their new purchases.